Long have I lost touch with my blog and here I am today…feeling a lil dizzy as I have some fever suddenly….but feeling of pouring out the sinking heart that has to say….I was out for a mini gatherin with my f6 classmates at Halo Cafe consisting of 6 ladies in their mid twenties………I feel rather casual at first but after listening to the songs played…….Aftermath, I feel my heart goes heavier and heavier…..The next moment I know I’m in emotional mode but blanketting it wif my exuberant face that seems eun is feeling pleasant…..
Yeah, a succeeder I am to hide the emo-ness and half-heartedly joining the next half conversations n jokes….I even have my friend dedicated a song for me…2 mandarin songs :
- dui the ren; the correct person
- chong lai; start anew
purity in heart just like the white petals....beautiful
The songs is well played by the guitarist and he has good voice too…….very very soothing and I marvel at his talents…sitted relaxly wif my back backing the guitarist, I am in full gear of concentration listening to the songs dedicated…..I feel it is speaking…….but also sheer of lonliness plurge in reminding me with my single boat while others have their love boat to ride on…..So much I hope to have encounter just one true loving soul to render aid for me as a lady in waiting which I personally feel its been too long of the wait……Pls Lord, make all this waiting payoff and sincerely I ask for my case to be seen as EMERGENCY case…..Put me with tears of joy…
While the gatherin on its run,I do feel blessed and thankful of the friends I have and the song they dedicate to me although it stirs my emotions tonight……God’s finger can touch nothing but to mould it into loveliness….I confidently felt God is unveiling my eyes and I know I’m sensitive enough to the invisible message. Imprinted in me, I feel all my friends tonight are very beautiful and just so beautiful in their own way……Just so beautiful and I just cant seem to know how to describe it…..I am overwhelm frankly….and Thank you for the gift of friend…
* to my prayer partner, I know we have many similarities of what we are going through…….I pray there will be moments of love joy and peace & umbrella maybe..hehe…thanks you for ur ears pal and many hugs in return……
when you say nothing at all....but I feel ur presence.....
