the path of so many……

a path of the unknown spliting ends

 

I have yet to feel freedom from the life of a student for completing my Master degree…Contrastly, I feel I cant swap my wings to fly….I feel to heavy to fly or is it I have forgotten how to fly? The dillema of another door in life which i’m about to open-the door of carreer path seems foggy….I’ve always feel excited about it before  this…but it turns out different from what I expect..when things started to get tangled up in which I am wrongly misroscope viewed by my own family members especially my sibling…It  feels so hurt inside but I choose to be quiet as I feel weak to explain the whole thing…..At such point, I shouldnt collapse but wait and see….I shall walk on my life with integrity and courage……

My Good Lord, never have I feel so beckoned with betrayal feelings and all I require is just simple understanding from my beloved family.Lately, it feels the bonding of the family is weaken but I’m fighting it through to put a fix to it……give me time…There will be the time of contributions which I so much wana give and repay back for all the love I receive……Yes, for now I’m insignificant as the dillemma strikes…..but I aint giving up my dreams….In faith I ask God for Strength to move on with positivity and Hope will very be the accurate word that every hurting heart understands…the word Hope itself remain quite a clue to me….so much I wana crack it quick….

As for now, I have a mission on hand:

Ask how can I help and what I can contribute, instead of how much more I can have.Time to look out of windows instead of starring mirrors…..Thank You for the gift of life…as for the new door sought to open, I ask to be shield with God’s love in moments like these (midst of letdown)..human words cant pierce me through but it gives me the reason to grow anew and pass the love to others…..

Much love to my beloved family and friends, still you are all my treasures above all and I thank the Lord for all of you…

HOPE........